a little complex

you will not regret watching this!

last night i went and saw complexions contemporary ballet perform up at the U of U. they are a company in good ol new york. i love dance. i ALWAYS have. I like it more than school, boys, you name it. But this was one of those days where i fell, head over heels, in love with dance all over again. My jaw was hanging on the floor. I found myself on the edge of my seat and hardly breathing. it was just that good. I left completely inspired!

So i decided that this is my goal. i want to live in new york city. i want to dance like this. i want to put on my pointe shoes and dance however i feel like. i need to dance as a job. i need to put it first. i need to work harder. basically. im kind of obsessing. i know im only a sophomore but senior year is going to come at me fast! Im definitely already stressing about what i want to do with my life after high school! When should i get married? when should i move out? college? a family? i know i have a while. but i cant stop thinking about it!! where is dance going to fit in?

But for now i guess i will just keep working hard and of course youtubing every inch of choreography like the one above:)

i also want to be in a picture like so.... someday. like holy crap.

SOFD: "A Thousand Years" -Christina Perri

-this song takes the words out of my mouth. in love.